Six days ago, we headed into the icefall at midnight to start our acclimatization rotation to Camp Two and above. We met in the dining tent an hour in advance.
As we forced down pre departure toast and coffee, Robert made a surprise announcement: “I’m not going with you guys. I just had three separate dreams in which I saw myself lying dead on the mountain. I don’t know if it’s fear of the icefall, or if it’s something else, but I’m out.” This from a guy who has been on Everest three times, skied from the summit of Manaslu, and has been on Lhotse twice. By my count, he has been through the icefall more than twenty times.
In a way, it didn’t surprise me. Climbing Everest is a hugely mental game. You can sense when peoples’ heads aren’t fully in it, and Robert’s hadn’t been. You have to listen to your inner voice. When he summited Everest in 2018, Robert had a very challenging descent. More recently on Lhotse, he had problems with altitude that forced him to descend. I had worried quietly about how he would do up high this year, and I think his inner voice was cautioning him as well. He was wise to listen to it.
So, as Robert packed his duffles for the trip down to Lukla to catch a flight to Kathmandu, Phil, Teemu, Sirdar Pasang Ongchu, and I were heading up the mountain.
I need to tell you about Pasang Ongchu. In addition to being Phil’s long time Sirdar, supervising all of the climbing Sherpas and expedition support infrastructure, he is an accomplished climber and certified guide. He has climbed all over the Himalayas, summited Everest eight times, and climbed in Switzerland, Peru, and Japan. For those of you who followed my climb last year, he is a bit like a younger Lakpa Rita.
As I worked with Phil to plan my climb, one critical component was arranging for Pasang Ongchu to be my personal climbing partner. We will climb together at all times on the mountain and share a tent. In addition to giving me the flexibility to move at my own pace and schedule, it assures that someone of his caliber will be in my tent at the south col and at my side on summit night, when if things go haywire the consequences can be severe.
Our climb through the dark icefall to Camp One was other-worldly, as it always is. Phil had suggested a midnight start to assure that we weren’t slowed down by other groups, and that worked perfectly, We paused only once to wait for a descending group to navigate a tricky ladder over a crevasse. That group turned out to be Ben Jones, my expedition leader from last year, and the three climbers who comprise this year’s Alpine Ascents team. Here is a photo of that moment, with Ben on the right. Ben and I clapped each other on the shoulders and exchanged encouragement as we passed.
It began to get light as we reached the upper portion of the icefall. Phil flexed his superhuman climbing speed and, along with one Sherpa, motored ahead to Camp One to get the tents set up. Pasang Ongchu and I maintained a steady pace. Teemu and another Sherpa maintained their own pace some ways back. Here is a photo of Pasang Ongchu in the icefall’s upper section:
And here is another of him navigating one of the steep climbs up the edge of a crevasse:
We arrived at Camp One shortly before 6:00am. It was cold until the sun rose over the surrounding peaks, after which it warmed up quickly. Here is a view of our tents looking up the Western Cym toward Camp Two and the Lhotse Face. That’s the Everest summit pyramid left center.
The following day we hiked up the Western Cym to Camp Two. Here is a photo Teemu took of Pasang Ongchu and me heading out, (me in the back, drafting Pasang step for step):
Camp Two, at 21,400 feet, serves as a staging area for Sherpas carrying loads higher on the mountain. As such, it has a surprisingly robust tent infrastructure. Here is a photo of Teemu (left) and Phil (right) in our dining tent:
A few more words on each of these two.
After a youth full of outdoor sports, Teemu got involved with the European music industry. This led to problems with drugs and alcohol. He went sober and wrote a book about it, which apparently is quite well known in Finland. Putting his life back together, he found salvation in the mountains as a backcountry guide. He explained to me: “Compared to managing Finish heavy metal bands, leading people in the wilderness is incredibly straightforward “. Teemu is an accomplished climber, including climbing Cholatse – a challenging technical peak at the foot of the Khumbu Valley – with Phil several years ago.
Phil is a legend. After growing up in the UK, he spent several years in Lhasa helping found the Tibetan Mountaineering School which has trained a generation of local climbers. He has summited scores of 8,000 meter peaks and now spends half the year based in Kathmandu and the other half based in Woodstock NY, leading expeditions in the Himalayas and South America.
In addition to possessing a sharp and irreverent sense of humor, Phil has a unique approach to his business. “Altitude Junkies” is a loyal band of experienced climbers who keep returning to climb with Phil. He receives frequent inquiries from people wanting to join him and delights in referring most of them to other guide services.
Phil eschews publicity and self promotion, and does not run Altitude Junkies like a typical business. He pays his Sherpa team well above typical Everest wages, and is the only operator who invests in oxygen for his Sherpas when they are carrying loads to high camps. Those looking for expedition updates on his rudimentary website typically find a terse “we have arrived and started ” comment at the beginning, and a “we have summited and are heading home” comment at the end. Anything more than that was probably put there by his wife Trish. When Phil and I agreed that I would join this year’s Everest climb, he never asked for a deposit. Two weeks before I flew to Kathmandu, I was still bugging him for an invoice so I could pay him.
I really like both of these guys, and Pasang Ongchu as well.
In keeping with Phil’ flexible approach to expeditions, Teemu and Phil headed back to base camp after two nights at Camp Two, while Pasang Ongchu and I spent a third night and climbed to 22,500 feet at the base of the Lhotse face. Here is a photo I took of some climbers ahead of us and we approached the Lhotse face:
The next morning, Pasang Ongchu and I descended to base camp. As we emerged from the icefall and stopped to take off our crampons, I thought to myself: “two icefall passages down, hopefully just two to go”, and thanked the mountain gods for safe passage so far.
REFLECTIONS AND OUTLOOK
The rotation went as well as it could have. I am feeling strong and, of critical importance, remain healthy. Once you come down with any kind of bug at altitude, it is very hard to shake. The model of climbing with Pasang Ongchu is working great. I really appreciate the flexibility to move at my own pace, which at least for the moment is quicker than many of the other climbers on the mountain. It is also incredibly freeing to be able to stop whenever you want, to rest or take a photo. Climbing in a group, there is always real or subconscious pressure to maintain pace with the person in front of you, and you can spend more time focusing on their heels than on your surroundings.
At the same time, this remains very hard work. The body gasps for air, and it requires real force of will to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Dangers of various forms always lurk, especially in the icefall. Much of the time, your are uncomfortable and physically exhausted. Some of my least favorite times are the transitions out of my warm sleeping bag in the morning to get ready to exit the tent. Every task is an effort. The cold feels like an enemy. Pulling on climbing boots is a hurdle that leaves me panting. Morning to evening, the overall misery index is high.
Having completed our acclimatization rotation, and being on a “two rotation” model rather than three, we – in contrast to many of the teams here- are almost ready to go for the summit. We just need the fixed ropes to be in place all the way to the top, our high camps to be fully established and stocked with oxygen, and a weather window to present itself.
The fixed ropes are already in place to the south col and should get to the summit within the next few days. Our Sherpas carried a major load to Camp Four last night and our camps are pretty much stocked. Phil is maniacally focused on having us ready to go for the summit as soon as an opportunity is there. On that front, current forecasts suggest that a weather window may open around May 9-12. If it does, we will be launching our summit push in the next few days. Things may unfold very quickly.
If we miss an early weather window for whatever reason, we will hang out here at base camp and wait for the next one. For now, my job is to rest, recover from the recent rotation, and get my head ready for the summit push, whenever it happens.
If we end up leaving soon, I will try to get out another short post with some final details, including how those of you who are interested can follow me on my Garmin InReach. Internet here at base camp, provided by a solar powered cellular relay system, remains frustratingly sketchy, but most days I can pick up a signal at some point.
ADDENDUM
It has been almost two days since I wrote this and I have been unable to post it because the internet is down. Something about a broken relay tower down the valley. Some updates and additions, with an eye toward the internet’s eventual return:
– The near term weather window continues to look very favorable. We are currently targeting May 10-12 for a potential summit. This would mean leaving base camp the night of May 6 or 7.
– In this scenario, we would climb through the icefall and go directly to Camp Two. Then move to Camp Three. Then move to Camp Four at the south col, rest there for a few hours, and depart for the summit mid to late evening: hoping to arrive at the summit around day break. Exact timing on summit night will depend both on the weather and on the number of other people going for the summit. Of course, all of this can change.
– Once we are at Camp Four and have finalized our plans, Jill has graciously offered to send an update out to the blog post alert list. I will be carrying my Garmin locator device on summit night and it will update my position every 20 minutes. For any of you interested, you can follow my progress at https://share.garmin.com/SUO62 .
– While timing can vary widely for all sorts of reasons, I am expecting it to take around 8-9 hours to reach the summit once I depart Camp Four, and roughly 3 hours to return. If you are tracking me and progress appears to suddenly halt, don’t worry. Garmin batteries can easily freeze up there.
It feels like things are coming together, and I am really excited. The summit push and return will be six of the most physically and mentally challenging days of my life, but I feel ready. I did five of them last year so I know what to expect. I hope I now get to experience the sixth.
I keep saying it because it is true: your interest and support mean the world. Thank you!
Sending nothing but good wishes for success. Sounds like you are ready.
You got this!
I’m awestruck and hanging on every vivid description and picture. Even a little misty eyed, to be honest. Good on you, Tom.
Go Tom go!!
God bless Jill! And God speed to you. Thank you for the detailed updates and wonderful photos. Jerry got to Tuckerman yesterday 😉
You are the most assume person I have met in My life.
Thank you for you for the reports
May the weather and the mountain gods look kindly upon you. Go in peace and with the high hopes and gratitude of all of us who eagerly follow along!
It sounds like your confidence remains high and all the pieces are moving into place for your team…we are all with you, every step of the way…
Tom,
Interesting to hear that the most challenging time is getting out of the warm tent in the mornings. I interpret this to mean that your ultimate success will depend upon those pre-breakfast runs at Mt. St. Anne. Had I known their eventual significance, we could have started earlier and run longer.
Kick butt and take names.
Morty
Amazing as always. Be safe. Be strong! Good luck!
Tom , you are an incredible inspiration both in your pros and determination. I have thoroughly enjoyed reading your blog and look forward to reading about your successful accent to the summit !
Go Tom Go! So thrilled for you, and hanging on every word! Good luck! xoxo
So Exciting Tom….
While here in the Hobbit-like Catskills I am delighted to have Will come stay while he explores some of our “peaks,” nothing above 4,250. But spring flowers emerge every day, the streams are bubbling through the forest and today the sun has been shining.
We will follow your ascent with awe and mountain prayers.
Go, Tom, GO!!! Sending our love, Cousin Amanda, Logan and Lili
We find ourselves wondering about you and what’s happening on Everest right now! Very pleased that you have Pasang Ongchu to liberate and support you. (Like me and Gombu the last day at Makalu 🙂 Sending good vibes for safety and success!
Frenchie you know where I stand. Extremely proud of you and your achievements to date – I want the summit for you, and if not, my stance won’t change. GO
Sending love and luck and goodness to you, Tom.
Thinking of you Tom – and many prayers and well wishes headed your way from all Hunts!
I guess we never talked about how much climbing is done in the dark up there. I know you said you get up early – like 3 am, but never realized you can summit in the dark.
That photo of the night climb scene is a keeper! Magnificent.
There are many of us who will be keeping you at the forefront of our thoughts over the next few days.
Can’t wait to read the next post after you summit!!
Go Tom! Perseverance always pays off.
K
Trey and I are excited for you and your team! Wishing you all the best and especially good weather.
I continue to enjoy your posts! Sounds really promising for the summit and you sound strong and smart about decisions. Wishing you and your team well!
Good luck Tom! Wishing you a very favorable weather window. And favorable everything else, one step at a time!
Tom, I pass your posts on to a broad extended family, and we are all on the edge of our seats. Having Pasang Ongchu as your partner seems to make so much sense. All the best in these next few days!
Fascinating. Love every word. Best of luck in weather and spirit. Thinking of you up there in the wild mountain yonder.
I hope you will tell me how to pronounce some of the names in your blog, especially Pasang Ongchu, when you return and visit your Dad. Thanks for sharing your wonderful adventure!
Lori and I wait with eager anticipation for your posts. They make us feel we are there with. Every confidence that it will come together this time. Godspeed.
Stay strong my friend. And as to getting out of that warm sleeping bag on a frigid night at midnight just remember to “embrace the suck”. It is the only way.
Suerte,
The T in TNT
George and I are following your updates with intense interest, Tom. Like so many others, we’re right there with you, adding to the prayers surrounding each step. All the best from the Favs.
I hope you rest well and relish that final ascent to the summit Tom French! So excited for you! Carpe diem! 😉
Safe journey! 🙏✌️
Your description of your level 2 fun keeps me riveted to email for the next post! Godspeed Tom! No one deserves the summit more – your commitment is admirable!
Great that you are feeling physically and mentally ready to summit. I know you will realize your goal if you get your weather window. On on!
So excited for you, my man!! Go get ‘em!!
You’re in all of our thoughts!
You amaze me! I save up my prayers for special people at special times. (Not religiously correct, I’m sure, but I think that they’re stronger. )
Lots of positive vibes to you and your comrades. I am going to jump out of bed tomorrow morning with no moans and groans and whining about being hot!
“No use fighting the gyro. It will soon be spinning my way again.”
Now spinning your way again, this time to “The Top of the World.”
Keep em coming Tom. Great description of the journey back and forth and what’s ahead. Hoping you get the early window to summit on the 12th. Safe passage and 100% rooting for you as I post from Italy..
Go Tom! Keeping my fingers crossed for a successful summit bid! You deserve it.
Thank you, Tom! What a gift to have a front row seat again. Echoing what’s been said: may the weather and health God’s continue to bless you and your team.
Thank you for sharing this extraordinary life experience. Your vivid descriptions and thoughtful reflection are fascinating. It is always such a treat to see a new blog entry in the inbox. Good luck and be well Tom.
Good luck Tom. Great report. Your team inspires confidence. We are, indeed, with you.
Hanging on every word. You got this, Tom. Godspeed!
I can barely handle the excitement from my couch!!! Feeling strong positive vibes from and for you.
Thanks for the wonderful descriptions Tom! It is great to hear how mindful you are to all that is around and within you. God Speed and safe travels. Continuing to hold you in The Light as you continue!
Great to get this update! Thinking of you…
Gasping for air? The “misery index is high?” You are one tough man, Tom. I can’t wait to hear that you made it. xo Lisa
Roberts announcement/predicament gave me chills; thankfully he had nothing to prove and listened respectfully to his inner voice.
Also thankfully, the rest of your description and photos were both awe inspiring and confidence building. All seems to be lining up well! Good luck!
Godspeed to you and the whole team, Tom! You’ve got this!
Thanks for the update Tom–we’re hanging on every word! We know you’re more than ready…fingers crossed you get the weather window you need with no surprises. Sending all our good vibes and prayers your way!
Martin & Sally
Perfect. You e gone all you can. Small group. Mobile. Fast. Smart. Acclimatized. Knowledgeable. The tight team.
You’ve got the tools in place .
Now, for the mountain and weather Gods to shine their blessings on you. Safe trip!
Hope to see a photo of you on top with Flat Stanley soon!
Eliza D
Incredible, Tom. Thinking of you as you prepare for and launch the final push.
Godspeed Tom! Great to follow your epic progress.